I feel so alone, disappointed, and lost?

Hey, sorry you feel that way. I was very depressed and lonely from september 2010 to January 2011. I do online homeschool and so i didnt really have any friends. I felt just like you did. But the difference between me and you, is that you actually have people around you, you can talk to when I didnt. The thing that helped me through, is Jesus. I am a Christian and after a while I gave up hope and wanted to kill myself. I had it all planned out. But let me tell you something, God loves you, your family loves you, if you really desire to have friends, just put ur life in God's hands and trust me things will get better! Now, Im happier than i've ever been in my whole life! Ive met people in youth group and have finally gained friends. All because of God, and he heard my prayers and my life has made a complete 360! My advice to you is to, even though its hard, forgive your friend. Because you can't move on in ur life unless you do. Also, try a little harder to talk to people and see what maybe they like to do. Instead of waiting for them to invite u, why dont u invite them? Join a group or a club that will definitely help! U may not get friends instantly, cuz it takes time. But definitely after u talk to these people for a lil while, you'll make friends! Trust me. Keep your head up, be confident, focus on the good things in ur life, remember your family loves you, and most of all God loves you! He cares, He's just waiting for u to come to Him. I pray that you find love, joy, and peace in God and that He blesses you with loving, loyal friends who will last a lifetime! <3333